the third "love"

I'll blog about the December events next time. I feel like blogging about the third love, right now. I originally planned on writing four, but I won't push through anymore because it's getting embarrassing :P

Okay, third love. This one is very embarrassing, so I won't dive into details. I mean, ugh. I'd rather forget this, really, but it was a very nice memory (if it wasn't for the ending).

The third love is neither Neptunian or Martian, and we'll hide her identity under the name Anna. I admit; I have no idea what or who exactly Anna is. I met her about almost a year after Maia's death. During that time, I didn't think of getting into a relationship at all ever again because Maia and I never really broke up (it's just that she died). But I realize now that I can't continue dating someone who's already dead, of course. But during that time, that's exactly what I was thinking.

I met her in.........I don't know where, sorry. Honestly, I'm not even being secretive, I have no idea where that place was. But I was still under Mufasa that time, so I have a vague understanding that she's from his dimension. What's clear about that place is that the only ones to enter there are Anna and I.... and we occasionally got stuck there, too. (It's a confusing place, really)

We were both not all too interested at first, and we sort of had bad vibes around the other. But then some things happened to the other, and we got scared and we became friends or something close to that.

We never planned meeting each other, it was always "accidentally" but always the same place. The fact that it's the same place made us go back to that place a lot, since we were sure to meet each other there somehow (sometimes not, but it was more likely than not). So we got to see each other a lot of times and I really really started to genuinely like her. We never officializsed it, but we generally understood that we were more than friends. We kissed, and that's the farthest we went. ...though we exchanged gifts a lot.

This one wasn't quite "pure" but it's not "filthy" altogether. It was altogether a confusing relationship, actually.

How'd it end? Ask Lei, or Lil. Or maybe even Saki. They might know...since it's got something to do with how Mufasa was driven out of my system, which means my access to his dimension closed. But I don't completely know if Anna is from Mufasa's dimension, so yeah.... Anyways, I have no idea where "that place" is located, anyway....so I wouldn't know if she's still there or anything. And I wouldn't even come back to her anymore because.........well that's the embarrassing bit, so I'll just shush now. But it's not that embarrassing....maybe it's just me, thinking too much.