The height of my optimism

Oh, I have a ton of things I'd like to change in my past, yet strangely I don't think about those things? I am kind of optimistic in the way that, rather than mulling over what I regret, I had rather just be thankful for what I have now because of what's happened so far. :)

Like, for example, WC high. Trust me when I say that I did not want to go there, and I don't ever plan on returning either. But there I met Gaji!! (And also, Meygan and Saki, I guess) If I hadn't gone to WC high then what of Gaji? What of Rosa?? I don't like imagining a life without them, no. I mean, sure Gaji and I weren't exactly popular(you guys even went so far as screaming to our faces and even killing Gaji off) and I don't really have that much good memories from there, come to think of it, but it's not so bad thinking back to those memories... memories of the broken down buildings of WC high, and the really long flights of stairs. And the blood we've lost in that place! Can you imagine how much blood we've lost in the course of 3 or 4 years? (I swear, though, it felt never-ending)...and also, Rosa Planet. I still remember when it wasn't how it is now. It was full of junk, there was no light, it was quite a scary place. But Rosa and I built it together.... So even though I regret having gone to WC high, I just don't have the heart to even think that I could've spent my high school years differently!

Also, Mufasa. I swear, I wish I never met the man. He screwed me over so bad that I actually want to have him killed a second time. But if it hadn't been for him, I wouldn't have met the Rare Benders... in fact, we would have never formed without him at all. Which brings us to the present and why I am quite cautious of how to shape the future. You understand me about now?? 

Although, there are things that I really want to change entirely. Like...I wish I'd gotten to know my mother better? That would change a lot of things, I imagine...but still, you know?

Errol's mind

I'm always re-thinking. Always. I don't like it when things don't go my way, so I'm always thinking, always nervous, always having this same scenario in my head for such a long time that it doesn't seem real, or it becomes unfamiliar or it just buries inside me or something. I'm always a wreck until what I want happens.

My mind is a broken record player.

cock-a-doodle-doo

I don't remember my mother very much, like my real memories, not the things that I see with these see-through eyes. I remember her yellow hair, and her blue eyes....a true Golden daughter! My father and I spent a lot of time together in Spurtmear town. He was the one who trained me how to do my magic, so I actually am very personalized with my style compared to other Warlocks. We were good, just normal father and son. I idolized him, and he "showed the light"...like a wisp! Oh dear, I can already here the cock-a-doodle-doo's.

Werk it.

I, um...money huh? Hmm, well, aside from the fact that my family is rich, I'm actually working. Why? Because all my family, immediate, distant or otherwise, don't want to hand me money. Ever since that stupid thing I did when I was twelve, people have been giving me the "I don't trust you" look. It has recently intensified because of my recently intensified trolling habits. Or, you know...call me paranoid! So, yes, blood, sweat and my mental capabilities have a role in what would be me and living my everyday life. Although, Diamond is taking care of my school fees. *two thumbs up!*