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Deaths again.

The first death I experience was when I was 4. My mum, Princess El, she went to pick up a friend and her son. The three were on the plane together when it crashed.The friend and the son survived, but mum didn't. :( I honestly don't recall my reaction. I saw very little of her during my childhood. But now I wish we could have had time together to talk.

The second would be that of my best friend, Lexis. He died in a freak accident when we were 8 years old. I was in denial and over all sad. We were very close, always together, and it seemed so unreal.

The third is my father. I was 10 years old, so I was in Mars when he was murdered in Neptune. I was deeply sad and also in denial. But I was mainly in silent frustration as they couldn't allow me to leave Mars.

The fourth would be my girlfriend's death, when I was 11. Her family was massacred in Mars, save her older brother who survived. I was falling deeper and deeper into depression and was beyond saving at this point. I did a really silly thing afterwards.

If we count Gaji's death, that would be fifth. Died from a freak accident concerning baseball. Don't remember my reaction, honestly.

I wasn't really angry, just very very sad and in states of disbelief. Mostly I probably blocked out emotion and memory, like that time with the faeries? yeah.